I'll see it through

"When you touch me
I feel there's nothing you can do to turn me away
And I know that
In the past you've had bad luck so I should help you stay

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, it's you
You're all I've ever wanted
And loving you's the right thing to do
And I'll see it through

When I close my eyes
And think of you it takes me places that I've never seen
And the rain, it blows
You're brushing up against my skin to wash me clean

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed - it's you
You're all I've ever wanted
And loving you's the right thing to do
And I'll see it through

I'll show you the love in my head
I'll show you the love that we had
I'll show you the love in my head
I'll show you the love that we had

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I've ever needed, it's you
You're all I've ever wanted
And loving you's the right thing to do"

- Texas

Recurrence

Her lord had left many lives ago to find the way back.
And the journey was long and lonely. That lonely that he took his inner demons as frienly dogs and let his blindness be guided by their instincts.

One day, they met again, on a crossroads.
They hold hands and look into each other's eyes, rememorating their future life.
But then, he heard his dogs barking, telling him to take his old way from where he came.
And he left for his old self, guided by his faithful friends.

She stood there, facing forward the road not taken...and looking back after him...
And she knew that one day or another, one life or another...he will return.
She knew that he will be protected by that inner smile amulet she snuk into his heart.

Even if he will be hurt, she will have her tears to wash his wounds and her kisses to balm his heart...

Lost again

Mda, se pare ca am un talent deosebit de a pierde lucruri marunte si nepretuite.
L-am pierdut din nou. Da' de data asta cred ca stiu unde se ascunde: mi l-au luat vrabuitzele alea de faceau baie in praf asta-vara in statia lu' 14 la Delfinului !!! ;)

Nu-i bai. Nu ma supar.
Poate ca ele au nevoie de el mai mult decat am eu...


Da. De zambet vorbesc.

7th wave

In the empire of the senses
You're the queen of all you survey
All the cities all the nations
Everything that falls your way
There is a deeper world than this
That you don't understand
There is a deeper world than this
Tugging at your hand

Every ripple on the ocean
Every leaf on every tree
Every sand dune in the desert
Every power we never see
There is a deeper wave than this
Swelling in the world
There is a deeper wave than this
Listen to me girl

Feel it rising in the cities
Feel it sweeping over land
Over borders, over frontiers
Nothing will its power understand
There is a deeper wave than this
Rising in the world
There is no deeper wave than this
Listen to me girl

All the bloodshed all the anger
All the weapons all the greed
All the armies all the missiles
All the symbols of our fear
There is a deeper wave than this
Rising in the world
There is a deeper wave than this
Listen to me girl

At the still point of destruction
At the centre of the fury
All the angels all the devils
All around us can't you see
There is a deeper wave than this
Rising in the land
There is a deeper wave than this
Nothing will understand

I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave...


- Sting

A matter of choice

You were right: in was not a dream, but in the end it's different.
It's different simply because you choose to be different.
You could be more than you are, but you simply chose to be less...

And if God gave us the free will and it's not forcing us to do or not to do anything, why would i take your choice so personally, after all...?

You live with it.


R.I.P.

Die another day

"I'm gonna wake up, yes and no
I'm gonna kiss some part of
I'm gonna keep this secret
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day
Sigmund Freud
Analyze this

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I think I'll find another way
Theres so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
I'ts not my time to go

For every sin, I'll have to pay
Ive come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
I'ts not my time to go

I'm gonna avoid the cliche
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pleasure
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day"

Devil wouldn't recognize you, but I do

"As quiet as it is tonight
You'll almost think you were safe
Your eyes, are full of surprises
They cannot predict my fate
Waiting underneath the stars
There something you should know
The angels they surround my heart
Telling me to let you go

I bet he couldn't
I bet he couldn't recognize
But I fed right into it
Who am I to criticize
Somehow I'll get through it
And you won't even realize
Falling through your own disguise

It's like over and over
You're pushing me right down to the floor
I should just walk away
Over and over
I keep on comming back for more
I play into your fantasy
Now that it's over
You can lie to me right through your smile
I see behind your eyes
Now I'm sober
No more intoxicating my mind

Even the devil wouldn't recognize you
But I do
Even the devil wouldn't recognize you
But I do
Even the devil wouldn't recognize you
But I do
Even the devil wouldn't recognize you
But I do, I do, I do

You almost fooled yourself this time
Let all the saints be graced
You hide your sadness behind your smile
And you keep your lost heartbreak
You stepped up there along a ledge
It's much higher than it seems
But I've been on that ledge before
You can't hide yourself from me

I bet he couldn't
I bet he couldn't recognize
But I fed right into it
Who am I to criticize
Somehow I'll get through it
And you won't even realize
Falling through your own disguise"

Queen of my castle

Must be the reason why I'm queen of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm freeing my trapped soul
Must be the reason why I'm queen of my castle
Must be a reason why I'm making examples of you...

I kissed a Prince

And the prince turned into a frog.

The naive of me expected him to turn into a King...

What are you looking for...?

"Look for the soul, you become soul;
Hunt for the bread, you become bread.
Whatever you look for, you are."

- Rumi

God is a DJ

Sometimes.

But it's hard to find the right tone and keep the balance...

War zone

"We don't have a great war in our generation, or a great depression, but we do, we have a great war of the spirit.
We have a great revolution against the culture.
The great depression is our lives.
We have a spiritual depression. "

~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 19

Who are you, really ?

"...you're not how much money you've got in the bank. You're not your job. You're not your family, and you're not who you tell yourself.... You're not your name.... You're not your problems.... You're not your age.... You are not your hopes."

~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 18


Who am I...?

Next level

"At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves."

~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

World through my eyes

It looks deep, dark-brown, like black coffee: awakening your mind and spirit...rising your energy.

Does the world through your eyes look deep-blue, like the ocean: restless but always returning to the shore...?

Chemistry

" The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."

- Karl Jung

Woozy with cider

"(...) As the sun glares through the hotel window I wonder of our future and where it will lead to, I wonder if you’ll be laying there 10 years 20 years 30 years down the line.
I’ll still be staring out at the street confused about love and life, It’ll be interesting to see if anyone every bought those songs of mine, if anyone heard those words that I never got quite right.
I think I can be honest in presuming the world is not exactly going to be leaping out its bed to make me rich using my songs in adverts selling oranges or lemons,
Who knows I may end up owning the whole street, or more likely sleeping under tree in the park opposite.
Would the runners keep me awake or would I keep them asleep I’d hope I have the sense to move back home, as lovely as today is, I’d imagine the winter would be rather cold...(...)"

- James Yorkston

Change your life

" You are looking of a way to change your life. You could not do this on your own. All the ways you'd wish you could be, that's me: I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck. I am smart, I am capable and, most of all: I am free in all the ways that you are not. "

- Fight Club

Becoming insane

"No me acuerdo lo que paso
Ni me di cuenta ni que me pico
Todo da vueltas como un carrusel
Locura recurre todita mi piel

Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won´t get insane
Tell me why it´s always the same
Explain me the reason why I´m so much in pain

Before I change again...
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Before I change again...Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Insane, Insane, Insane, Insane,Insane, I'm Becoming Insane!!!"

- Infected Mushroom

Miracle

"There are two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle."

- Albert Einstein


Well said, Bertie !!! ;))

Today

...is the first day of the rest of your life.

Don't waste it thinking of the past...

Both sides

"To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides." (David Viscott)

Well, at least I, from one side, I don't risk to get sun insolation, right ? :)))

I can hear the grass grow

"See the people all in line, what's making them look at me?
I can't imagine that their minds are thinking the same like me
I can hear the grass grow, I can hear the grass grow
I see rainbows in the evening

My head's attracted to a magnetic wave of sound
With a stream of coloured circles making their way around
I can hear the grass grow, I can hear the grass grow
I see rainbows in the evening

Can't seem to puzzle out the signs
My senses form a micro-line
So get a hold of yourself, now baby
You see I need you to help, now baby
Get a hold of yourself, now baby

Put your head down to the ground and listen to your mind
If you can't spell what you find
I'll know that you're not my kind
I can hear the grass grow, I can hear the grass grow
I see rainbows in the evening..."

- The Move (I can hear the grass grow)

On my Way to meet the Simurgh

"Ah, the Simurgh, who is this wondrous being
Who, one fated night, when time stood still,
Flew over China, not a single soul seeing?
A feather fell from this King, his beauty and his will,
And all hearts touched by it were in tumult thrown.
Everyone who could, traced from it a liminal form;
All who saw the still glowing lines were blown
By longing like trees on a shore bent by storm.
The feather is lodged in China's sacred places,
Hence the Prophet's exhortation for knowledge to seek
Even unto China where the feather's shadow graces
All who shelter under it -- to know of this is not to speak.
But unless the feather's image is felt and seen
None knows the heart's obscure, shifting states
That replace the fat of inaction with decision's lean.
His grace enters the world and moulds our fates
Though without the limit of form or definite shape,
For all definitions are frozen contradictions not fit
For knowing; therefore, if you wish to travel on the Way,
Set out on it now to find the Simurgh, don't prattle and sit
On your haunches till into stiffening death you stray.
All the birds who were by this agitation shook,
Aspired to a meeting place to prepare for the Shah,
To release in themselves the revelations of the Book;
They yearned so deeply for Him who is both near and far,
They were drawn to this sun and burned to an ember;
But the road was long and perilous that was open to offer.
Hooked by terror, though each was asked to remember
The truth, each an excuse to stay behind was keen to proffer."

- Farih ud-Din Attar (The Conference of the Birds)

What goes around...comes around

The agony of lovers burns with the fire of passion.
Lovers leave traces of where they've been.
The wailing of broken hearts is the doorway to God.

Don't grieve.
Anything you lose comes round in another form.


- Rumi

Bittersweet

In my hallucination
I saw my beloved's flower garden.

In my vertigo
In my dizziness
In my drunken haze
whirling and dancing
like a spinning wheel
I saw myself as the source of all existance.

I was there in the begining, and I was the spirit of love.

Now I am sober
There is only the hangover
and the memory of love
and only the sorrow

I yearn for happiness
I ask for help
I want mercy

And my love says
Look at me and hear me,
Because I am here just for that

I am your moon
and your moonlight too
I am your flower garden
and your water too

I have come all this way
Eager for you
Without shoes or shawl
I want you to laugh
to kill all your worries
to love you, to nourish you

Oh Sweet Bitterness!
I will sooth you and heal you.
I will bring you roses.
I too have been covered with thorns.

- Rumi

Chart vs. Heart

- "So, you are an Aries."
- "Yes. All Fire :))"
- "Hhmm, I need to look at Aries impacts on me. Will have to consult my maps."
- "Ok, my dear, you check your charts, read your maps, calculate your numbers and live by their limitations. I will live by my Heart and the sky is the limit."

Neighbors to the stars

"I am your lover, come to my side,
I will open the gate to your love.
Come settle with me,
let us be neighbors to the stars.
You have been hiding so long,
endlessly drifting in the sea of my love.
Even so, you have always been connected to me.
Concealed, revealed, in the unknown, in the un-manifest.
I am life itself.
You have been a prisoner of a little pond,
I am the ocean and its turbulent flood.
Come merge with me,
leave this world of ignorance.
Be with me,
I will open the gate to your love."


- Rumi

Shine on !

Let me be the love that comes from the sun,
Let me be your rainbow rising on.
Every single race out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!

Let me be the love that comes from the sun,
I wanna be your love light from above.
Shine on, shine on, shine on!

I've seen it all...

I've seen it all, I have seen the trees,
I've seen the willow leaves dancing in the breeze
I've seen a man killed by his best friend,
And lives that were over before they were spent.
I've seen what I was - I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!

You haven't seen elephants, kings or Peru!
I'm happy to say I had better to do
What about China? Have you seen the Great Wall?
All walls are great, if the roof doesn't fall!

And the man you will marry?
The home you will share?
To be honest, I really don't care...

You've never been to Niagara Falls?
I have seen water, its water, that's all...
The Eiffel Tower, the Empire State?
My pulse was as high on my very first date!
Your grandson's hand as he plays with your hair?
To be honest, I really don't care...

I've seen it all, I've seen the dark
I've seen the brightness in one little spark.
I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need,
And that is enough, to want more would be greed.
I've seen what I was and I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!

You've seen it all and all you have seen
You can always review on your own little screen
The light and the dark, the big and the small
Just keep in mind - you need no more at all
You've seen what you were and know what you'll be
You've seen it all - there is no more to see!

I hope you dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance...

Puzzle

What is Life ?
Your life ....my life...what is it...?

De multe ori mi se pare (poate ca doar mi se pare) ca viata e ca un puzzle. Unii chiar reusesc sa vada clar si bine delimitat imaginea puzzle-ului lor: cariera, casa, masina, nevasta/sot, familie, copii, vacante...etc etc.
Si apoi incep sa caute acele piese care sa se potriveasca la la fix (sau cel putin cat mai bine) acelei imagini pe care o au deja in minte.
Adica eu, asa cum sunt, cu bune si cu rele, nu sunt decat o piesa care ma potrivesc (sau nu, dupa caz) in puzzle-ul cuiva...? Hhhhmmmm....nu prea imi place ideea asta de a fi limitata la o piesa. Pentru ca nu asta sunt. Dimpotriva. Ma consider un intreg ALT puzzle, mai mult sau mai putin asemanator cu al altuia. Unele din piesele mele sunt aceleasi cu ale lui. Poate. Altele poate nu. Iar impreuna, puzzle-ul meu si cu puzzle-ul lui...pot crea un alt puzzle ! Unul nou, dar in acelasi timp 'vechi'...sau cel putin familiar :)

Somewhere

...over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Single winged

“We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another.” - Luciano de Crescenzo

Cautarea

" Nu M-ai cauta daca nu M-ai fi gasit."

- Blaise Pascal

The wager - Pariul

Once, while talking to an unbeliever, Pascal told the man, "If I am wrong and you are right about God existing, then when we die we would both simply cease to exist and neither of us would ever know it, because all consciousness would disappear. On the other hand, if I am right and you are wrong, then when we die, I will go to Heaven and you will go to Hell. Now it seems to me that any intelligent man would bet on the right side of that wager."

.....................

" Dacă crezi în Dumnezeu şi el există, te duci în Rai.
Dacă crezi în Dumnezeu, dar el nu există, nu pierzi nimic.
Dacă nu crezi în Dumnezeu, dar el există, te duci în Iad.
Dacă nu crezi în Dumnezeu şi chiar nu există, într-adevăr ai avut dreptate, dar eşti tot în situaţia celui care a crezut.
În concluzie: mai bine crezi şi rişti să câştigi totul decât să nu crezi şi să rişti să pierzi totul."

- Blaise Pascal

Rugaciune

"Cred, Doamne, ajuta necredintei mele!"

- Marcu 9.24

Pour que tu m'aimes encore...

J'ai compris tous les mots, j'ai bien compris, merci
Raisonnable et nouveau, c'est ainsi par ici
Que les choses ont change, que les fleurs ont fane
Que le temps d'avant, c'etait le temps d'avant
Que si tout zappe et lasse, les amours aussi passent

Il faut que tu saches

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Meme si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton ame dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore

Fallait pas commencer m'attirer me toucher
Fallait pas tant donner moi je sais pas jouer
On me dit qu'aujourd'hui, on me dit que les autres font ainsi
Je ne suis pas les autres
Avant que l'on s'attache, avant que l'on se gache

Il faut que tu saches

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Meme si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton ame dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore

Je trouverai des langages pour chanter tes louanges
Je ferai nos bagages pour d'infinies vendanges
Les formules magiques des marabouts d'Afrique
J'les dirai sans remords pour que tu m'aimes encore

Je m'inventerai reine pour que tu me retiennes
Je me ferai nouvelle pour que le feu reprenne
Je deviendrai ces autres qui te donnent du plaisir
Vos jeux seront les notres si tel est ton desir
Plus brillante plus belle pour une autre etincelle
Je me changerai en or pour que tu m'aimes encore

Starea vremii

Acum avem dovada si explicatia stiintifica pentru vremea partial...innorata :))

p.s. ce va mirati asa ??!! nu stiati deja ca barza aduce bebelushii ??!!! hai ca sunteti caraghiosi, zau asa !!! :))

Regaining the glimpse

"The universe can provide all we need if we can only open up to it. That is the revelation of the Fifth Insight.

This state [of mystical experience] is like leaping ahead of everyone else and glimpsing the future. We can't maintain it for very long. Once we try to talk to someone who is operating in normal consciousness, or try to live in a world where conflict is still happening, we get knocked out of this advanced state and fall back to the level of our old selves.

And then it is a matter of slowly regaining what we glimpsed, a little at a time, and to begin a progression back toward that ultimate consciousness. But to do this, we must learn to consciously fill up with energy because this energy brings on the coincidences, and the coincidences help us actualize the new level on a permanent basis.

When something occurs beyond chance to lead us forward in our lives, then we become more actualized people. We feel as though we are attaining what destiny is leading us to become. When this occurs, the level of energy that brought on the coincidences in the first place is instituted in us. We can be knocked out of it and lose energy when we are afraid, but this level serves as a new outer limit which can be regained quite easily. We have become a new person. We exist at a level of higher energy, at a level of higher vibration.

We fill up, grow, fill up and grow again. That is how we as humans continue the evolution of the universe to a higher and higher vibration."

- The Celestine Prophecy

That much

- I love you.
- How much ?
- That much: as a rat loves a cat :)
- Now you believe me ? Or you need more proves ??? :)

Sunt un orb

Eu stiam ca sunt un chior
Chiar in roua dimineata,
Dar n-am spus-o tuturor
Ca sa nu-mi amarasc viata.

Ochii mari, sa-i casc asa
Si sa-i tin cu mana bine.
Sunt un orb in fata ta,
Care uite…vezi prin mine
Ce e rau si ce e bine.

Ce e un actor?
Si ce vrea sa spuna?
Un biet trecator cu-o tigare in mana
E singur si trist, cortina-i cazuta…
Paharul e gol…clipa pierduta…

Si maine-i o zi
Si ziua din tine
Frumos va zambi
Sperantei din mine.

Eu sunt un orb in fata ta
Care uite…vezi prin mine
Ce e rau si ce e bine
Care uite…vezi pri mine
Ce e rau si ce e bine...

- Marin Sorescu