Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Heart of a woman

You think a woman is strong and she bears many things.
Have you learned anything from your mother's pain, or your syster's tears...?
Your mother beared a lot of sufference...but you saw that she made it, she raised her children with love and dedication. And this makes you think 'a woman is always strong, she can handle a lot'.
But did she beared the dissapontment ? Did she beared the betrail...the unfaithfulness...? Did she...?
How many women around you have to suffer for you to understand ?
How many women do you have to dissapoint in order to understand that a woman's heart is strong, but not made of stone?
Yes, it can bear it all, but she will feel every ounch of pain, every gram of sadness, every knife stubbed in her back...And her heart will bleed. Love.

Do you know how it feels like to be both in agony and extasy in the same time?
No, you haven't been blessed with such feeling yet...but you will.
In your next life you will be a woman, my dear one. And I promise you I will not be the man who will fail on you. I will be the syster to support you...

Cat's eyes

My cattish eyes can see the deep light through the dark night of your soul.
Now I know why you prefer dogs...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I see you

I see you
Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love
You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you
When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more

(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
I see you

- Leona Lewis (Avatar theme)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Matthew 26:50

"Friend, do what you have come for."

I became insane

... with long intervals of horrible sanity."

- Edgar Alan Poe

21 grams

And how much fits in 21 grams...? How much it's lost ?
When we lose twenty-one grams ? How much goes with them...? How much is gained...?

Twenty-one grams.
The weigth of a stack of five nickels. The weight of a humming bird. A chocolate bar.

How much do twenty-one grams weight ?

The earth turned to bring us closer

it spun on itself and within us,
and finally joined us together in this dream
as written in the Symposium.
Nights passed by, snowfalls and solstices;
time passed in minutes and millennia.
An ox cart that was on its way to Nineveh
arrived in Nebraska.
A rooster was singing some distance from the world,
in one of the thousand pre-lives of our fathers.
The earth was spinning with its music
carrying us on board;
it didn't stop turning a single moment
as if so much love, so much that's miraculous
was only an adagio written long ago
in the Symposium's score."

- Eugenio Montejo

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Daca vrei sa fii Rege

"Ca sa fii rege peste animale, nu-i cine stie cat.
Trebuie doar sa fii mai puternic decat ele. Si-atat.
Ca sa fii rege peste pasari este putin mai greu. Dar frumos.
Trebuie sa zbori mereu mai inalt decat ele si niciodata mai jos.
Ca sa fii rege peste flori trebuie sa suporti la hotare maracinii si spinii si mai ales, trebuie sa inmiresmezi catre lume mai mult decat crinii.
Ca sa fii rege peste instelare trebuie sa te asezi printre luceferi – calator spre Orion si, reprivindu-te de jos, sa fii mai luminos decat oricare. Si fara truda.
Ca sa fii rege peste ape si vant trebuie sa inveti osanale ca ingerii si
sa le aduci pe pamint alinare pentru lacrima corbilor din Valea Plangerii.
Ca sa fii rege peste oameni este mai greu decat toate altceva.
Trebuie sa traiesti si sa mori pentru ei, invatindu-i ce inseamna a iubi, a ierta…
Dar, cel mai minunat, este sa poti fi rege peste tine insuti,
atunci cand alegi binele, fie din bucuria altuia, fie din plansul tau.
Si sa incheiem intelept si frumos. Si, mai ales, cum se cuvine.
Incoronarea ta o face Hristos cind mergi pe drumul dinspre rau spre bine.
In clipa aceea, Vesnicia te cumpaneste.

Daca vrei sa fii rege, alege binele!
Hei! Grabeste-te!”

- Benone Burtescu

Marul cunoasterii

Sunt oare singura careia i se pare ca marul asta al "cunoasterii" ne-a cam ramas in gat...?
Care cunoastere ???!!! Ca eu vad doar lipsa de discernamant in jurul nu numai.

Bine zicea Socrate: "stiu ca nu stiu nimic, si nici macar asta nu stiu".

Friday, December 25, 2009

My secret

"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."

- Antoine de St. Exupery

Perhaps... is the process of my leading you gently back to yourself."

- Antoine de St. Exupery

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


- The Celestine Prophecy (James Redfield)
- A New Earth (Eckhart Tolle)
- A beautiful mind (the movie)
- Lupul de Stepa (Herman Hesse)
- The Conference of the Birds (Farid ud-Attar)
- Samsara (the movie)
- My stroke of insight (Jill Bolte Taylor)
- The Little Soul and the Sun (Donald Walsch)
- Conversations with God (Donald Walsch)
- Inuaki, reptilianul din mine (Aryana Havah)
- Inuaki, cartea a 2-a (Aryana Havah)
- Mathnawi (Rumi)
- Flash forward (the tv series)
- The black swan theory (Nassim Taleb)
- The double slit experiment (cuantic physics)
- What the bleep do we know ? (cuantic physics)
- Flatland (cuantic physics)
- Entanglement (cuantic physics)
- The power of Now (Eckhart Tolle)
- Crazy (Gnarls Barkley)
- Cymatics - sound wave (experiment)
- Water experiment (Masuro Emoto)
- Holographic universe (cuantic physics)
- Oscar si tanti Roz (Emmanuel Schmitt)
- The prophet (Khalil Gibran)
- The Little Prince (Antoine de St. Exupery)
- The dark night of the soul (St. John of the Cross)
- Bab'Aziz - the prince who contemplated his soul (the movie)
- Avatar (the movie)
- Into the wild (the movie)
- Servers of the Divine Plan (anonymous)

Natural vs. Normal

"Daca actionezi cu iubire, vei actiona in mod natural. Daca re-actionezi plin de frica, de resentimente, cu furie, e posibil sa actionezi normal, dar niciodata nu vei actiona natural. "

- Donald Walsch (Conversatii cu Dumnezeu)

Exista Dumnezeu ?

Un barbat a mers la frizer sa se tunda. In timp ce frizerul a inceput sa il tunda pe client, cei doi au inceput o conversatie interesanta despre diverse subiecte. In cele din urma au ajuns sa vorbeasca despre Dumnezeu, iar frizerul a spus: "Nu cred ca Dumnezeu exista."
"De ce spui asta?" a intrebat clientul.
"Trebuie doar sa iesi pe strada si sa vezi ca Dumnezeu nu exista. Spune-mi, daca Dumnezeu ar exista, ar mai fi atatia oameni bolnavi? Ar mai fi copii abandonati? Daca Dumnezeu ar exista n-ar mai fi suferinta si durere. Nu-mi pot imagina cum ar fi sa iubesti un Dumnezeu care permite asemenea lucruri sa se intample."
Clientul s-a gandit pentru un moment dar nu a raspuns pentru ca nu vroia sa inceapa o discutie in contradictoriu.Peste putin timp, frizerul termina de tuns si clientul pleca mai departe. Imediat ce a iesit din frizerie a vazut insa pe strada un om neingrijit, cu parul lung si murdar. Parea un om sarman.
Clientul s-a intors la frizer si i-a spus:" Stii ceva? Frizerii nu exista!"
"Cum poti spune asta?" a intrebat frizerul nedumerit. "Eu sunt aici si sunt un frizer. Si tocmai te-am aranjat!"
"Nu e asa!" a spus clientul. "Frizeri nu exista pentru ca daca ar exista nu ar mai fi oameni cu par lung si neingrijit, ca omul de afara."
"Dar frizerii exista! Ceea ce se intampla e ca oamenii nu vin la mine."
"Exact!" a spus clientul plin de incantare."Asta e ideea! Si Dumnezeu exista! Ceea ce se intampla este ca oamenii nu merg la El si nu Il cauta. De aceea exista atata durere si suferinta in lume."

- Octavian Paler

Monday, December 21, 2009

Giving up...

"I must be willing to give up what I am in order to become what I will be"

- Einstein

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Nine of swords

The Nine of Swords represents the dark hours of loneliness, grief and despair. It is not only about the one who has lost, but also about the one who is lost. Both suffer the pain of separation and it is in the still hours of the night that the memories surface unchallenged by the sunlight. It is an internal grief; yet the one who has lost will find what they seek if the search is continued. The swords appear to be confining, yet they do not completely close around the one who is lost. Once the daylight returns, the path through the swords will be revealed, and the one who is lost will find the way home.

- Aeclectic

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Binecuvanteaza, Doamne

Fulgii de nea
Binecuvanteaza, Doamne
Lacrima mea
Binecuvanteaza, Doamne
Omatul greu
Binecuvanteaza, Doamne
Zambetul meu.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Are you ready ?

"When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny."

- Paulo Coelho

And now you are cursed

"Every blessing ignored becomes a curse. I don't want anything else in life. But you are forcing me to look at wealth and at horizons I have never known. Now that I have seen them, and now that I see how immense my possibilities are, I'm going to feel worse than I did before you arrived. Because I know the things I should be able to accomplish, and I don't want to do so."

- Paulo Coelho

Step into the Light

"Every Warrior of the Light has felt afraid of going into battle. Every Warrior of the Light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone. Every Warrior of the Light has trodden a path that was not his. Every Warrior of the Light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons. Every Warrior of the Light has, at least once, believed he was not a Warrior of the Light. Every Warrior of the Light has failed in his spiritual duties. Every Warrior of the Light has said 'yes' when he wanted to say 'no.' Every Warrior of the Light has hurt someone he loved. That is why he is a Warrior of the Light, because he has been through all this and yet has never lost hope of being better than he is."

- Paulo Coelho

Be informed

"If you are a REAL princess, be careful. Your kiss can turn "princes" into frogs..."

- Paulo Coelho

Singing to your heart

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words "

Monday, December 7, 2009

Sway with me

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Spune-mi o poveste

Nu stiu cum se face, dar de ceva timp incoace am inceput sa percep lumea un pik altfel.
Aceeasi lume, aceleasi locuri, aceleasi lucruri, doar ca ...altfel. Nu stiu cum sa explic clar lucrul asta, dar pot spune cu siguranta ca resimt dezamagirile si bucuriile invers proportional, in sensul ca dezamagirile au un impact mai mic (si asta nu pt ca ar fi ele ne-semnificative, dimpotriva) iar bucuriile unul mai mare (si asta nu pt ca ar fi ele semnificative, dimpotriva).
Azi s-a intamplat ceva ce mi-a amintit de copilarie. Am simtit ca Viata se joaca cum mine la cel mai frumos mod posibil.
Acum ceva vreme m-a invitat la dans si ma simteam plutind pe pasi de vals.
Astazi am auzit-o soptindu-mi la ureche o poveste, pentru prima oara dupa multa vreme, m-am bucurat ca un copil. Am retrait acea senzatie deosebita pe care am avut-o atunci cand, copil fiind, ascultam fascinata povesti la pick-up sau pe caseta.
Ca adult intotdeauna am avut tendinta ca atunci cand citeam sau ascultam o poveste sa reactionez fie cu scepticism realist - despicat firul in 4, analizat, contestatetc - fie cu un soi de entuziasm materialist prin care incercam sa ma autoconving ca povestea respectiv este despre mine si asa se va intampla si in viata mea...consecinta fiind dezamagirea de rigoare, in final.
Azi m-am bucurat de povestea Vietii asa cum se bucura un copil: fascinat, entuziasmat, uimit, naiv, inocent, fara intrebari, fara asteptari, fara ganduri...doar suras si bucurie.

Saturday, December 5, 2009


We are all avatars of God...

If you go

Go, in order to come back.
If you keep silent, keep it in order to speak the truth.
If you keep distance, keep it in order to come closer.
If you cry, cry in order to inner smile.
If you ignore, ignore in order to know.
If you pretend deaf, be deaf in order to hear the whispering.
If you are awake, be awake in order to dream.
If you deny yourself, do it in order to remember yourself...


Prima poruncă: Să aştepţi oricât.
A doua poruncă: Să aştepţi orice.
A treia poruncă: Să nu-ţi aminteşti, în schimb, orice. Nu sunt bune decât amintirile care te ajută să trăieşti în prezent.
A patra poruncă: Să nu numeri zilele.
A cincea poruncă: Să nu uiţi că orice aşteptare e provizorie, chiar dacă durează toată viaţa.
A şasea poruncă: Repetă că nu există pustiu. Există doar incapacitatea noastră de a umple golul în care trăim.
A şaptea poruncă: Nu pune în aceeaşi oală şi rugăciunea şi pe Dumnezeu. Rugăciunea este uneori o formă de a spera a celui ce nu îndrăzneşte să spere singur.
A opta poruncă: Dacă gândul ăsta te ajută, nu evita să recunoşti că speri neavând altceva mai bun de făcut sau chiar pentru a te feri de urmările faptului că nu faci nimic.
A noua poruncă: Binecuvântează ocazia de a-ţi aparţine în întregime. Singurătatea e o târfă care nu te învinuieşte că eşti egoist.
A zecea poruncă: Aminteşte-ţi că paradisul a fost, aproape sigur, într-o grotă.

- Octavian Paler

Nu mi-e frica de Dumnezeu

... ci de absenta lui Dumnezeu."

- Octavian Paler

Dance me to the end of Love

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in
Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone
Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon
Show me slowly what I only know the limits of
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on
Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long
We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the children who are asking to be born
Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn
Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in
Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

The High Priestess

Continuing his journey, the Fool comes upon a beautiful and mysterious veiled lady enthroned between two pillars and illuminated by the moon. She is the opposite of the Magician, quiet where he was loquacious, still where he was in motion, sitting while he stood, shrouded in the night where he was out in the bright of day. She is the High Priestess and she astonishes the Fool by knowing everything about him. "Since you know me so well, perhaps you can help me," says the Fool, laying out his sword, chalice, staff and pentacle. "The Magician showed me these tools, but now I'm in a quandary. There's so many things I could do with them. I can't decide." In answer, the High Priestess hands over to him a pair of ancient scrolls. "These will teach you how to decide." Seating himself at her feet, the Fool reads by the light of her crescent moon. Finally, the Fool knows enough that he can now decide what he wants, where he will go, and what he will do. Though he suspects that the High Priestess has even more secrets she could teach him--like what lies behind the pomegranate curtain--he is focused and ready to be on his way. Thanking the High Priestess, he heads off. But as he leaves he hears her whisper, quiet as the waters which bubble up from beneath her throne, "We'll meet again...when you're ready to travel the most secret path of all."

- Aeclectic

Karma cards

My karmic card: Nine of Diamonds
This person owes you and you are their mirror in some way.

Your karmic card: Queen of Diamonds
You owe something to this person and they reflect you in some way.

Nine of Diamonds

The Card of Universal Values and The Giver's Card
(destiny birth card)

Nine of Diamonds people are here to let go and complete a major chapter in their evolution. This entails a lot of giving to others. If they have not heeded the call to give and let go of others, money, relationships, and love, their life can be filled with disappointment and remorse. Those on the positive side are philanthropic and generous, happy and productive. All have the opportunity to experience first hand, the heightened consciousness that comes from living a "universal" life. Despite losses from time to time, these people can do very well in business, especially when it involves selling or other creative enterprises. If they keep money in proper perspective they may even attain affluence. A disregard for the higher laws will inevitably result in misfortune and misery. They should be careful while driving and in taking other chances. They can be reckless. Marriage is usually karmic and often long lasting. The men should always beware of female Clubs cards.

Queen of Diamonds

The Philanthropist Card
(destiny birth card)

Like some other cards in the deck, the Queen of Diamonds has much indecision about values (Three of Diamonds Karma Card). Although they are in the royal suit of money, they are often worried about money and have some difficulty in managing it. Queen of Diamonds are known to be charming and enjoy the finer things in life. Often they spend beyond their budget and this adds to their financial worries. Their Three of Diamonds Karma Card speaks of indecision about what they want that has them constantly seeking new adventures and sometimes relationships as well. Many of the world's greatest givers are Queen of Diamonds, though personal relationships are usually difficult because of the indecision about what they want and their changeable nature. If they adopt a spiritual path in life and realize that they have a mission, they can achieve the heights of spiritual realization and self-mastery (Queen of Spades in Neptune). This realization will also dispel all of the problems that they have with money and love.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Iesi din minti

Si revino-ti in simturi!

Cereti vi se va da.
Cautati si veti gasi.
Bateti si vi se va deschide.


"I hear the drums echoing tonight
But she hears only whispers of some quiet conversation
She's coming in, 12:30 flight
The moonlit wings reflect the stars that guide me towards salvation
I stopped an old man along the way
Hoping to find some old forgotten words or ancient melodies
He turned to me as if to say
"Hurry boy, it's waiting there for you"

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do
I bless the rains down in Africa
Gonna take some time to do the things we never had

The wild dogs cry out in the night
As they grow restless longing for some solitary company
I know that I must do what's right
Sure as Kilimanjaro rises like a leopardess above the Serengetti
I seek to cure what's deep inside
Frightened of this thing that I've become

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do
I bless the rains down in Africa

Gonna take some time to do the things we never had

Hurry boy, she's waiting there for you"

- Toto

Life is...

...what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."

- John Lenon

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I am just a messenger

You sent me long time ago, to deliver this message to you...and now you killed me.

You can kill the messenger...but not the message.

Din pulberea durerii mele...

...fac balsam pentru vederea mea."

- Rumi